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Love randomly

When I was about 12 years old, I wanted to write a book entitled “The women in my life”. It would contain all my romantic escapades, which at the time was 1. Boy did I have a task ahead of me! Love is complicated, as cliché as that sounds it’s true, Love is complicated and so is living. You can never ever know how life is going to turn out for you, especially when it comes to love. For all those Carpe Diem qoutes being thrown around there sure isnt alot of seizing the day going on, that’s because life cannot be controled, it’s random. Life is an endless stream of possibilites waiting to happen. A day is never the same how monotonous it may seem at the time. The seconds it took to read this sentence has passed and will not ever come back no matter how many times you re-read it.

Love, being an essential part of life goes by the same rules. Just as cooking is science for hungry people(thank you QC), Love is science for lonely people, its trial and error, it’s experimenting, it’s mixing volatile substances with each other, it’s clashing atoms and finding out the outcome.

I don’t know how life or love will turn out for me, I have ideals sure, but there’s only about a 000.000.049% chance of that happening, but it’s still a possibility, and thats good enough for me.


Relationships, be it friendly ones or romantic ones, are not easy, take advice from one as old as I am(Oh yeah, I’ve turned 20 now, death is right around the corner for me folks). I’ve always found it funny how many of my friends come to me for advice on relationships, when I’m by far the most inexperienced one when it comes to successful relationships, mine as the title says, Is a series of failed ones, mostly my fault too(I’ve had 2 if you are wondering, and no im not going to talk about them)

It’s not that I’m a bad boyfriend or lover(I think?) but this is a problem I’ve found many guys encounter.Now, I don’t want to be a masochist pig right now but girls, we can’t read your fucking mind, we don’t know  what you are thinking, or that when you say something it means the opposite, what is this? “the opposite game” Fuck that.

If you would just speak your fucking mind, there would be no failed marriages, now maybe that our fault for oppressing women for as long as we did back in the day, but hey, change has come! Just look at what we’ve accomplished with Barack Obama(Let the shitstorm begin), next we will be seeing a woman as president of the US, trust me.

But seriously, most men are not susceptible for those subtle vibes you female folk emit from your bodies, speak your mind and don’t expect us to follow your every step, unless your man is pussywhipped zombie without a mind of his own, he will disagree with you.

This is NOT your favorite romantic comedy movie

This is NOT your favorite romantic novel

This is life, and when two personalities connect, however matching there will be a crash, just like atoms, and sometimes that crash is a good thing and sometimes it isn’t. Deal with it.

I don’t mean to sound bitter, cold, or cruel, but I am, so that’s how it comes out(Bill Hicks anyone?)

Anyway, that’s just my advice to you ladies out there who expect more of us men than is possible, we are simple creatures, we just want to be loved, just like everybody else.

What do I know anyway, I’m a freaking nerd.

//your friendly neigbhourhood Insomniac, XOXO